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April 15 日记(116)Mary and Max
good weather 14th April 'Mary and Max', a movie describes a friendship between an 8 years old girl and a 40 years old man. The girl is Australian (I think she might be victorian, because she lives in Mt Waverley which is the place I live now.) and she has no friend in her childhood except Max. Her mother always drinks alcohol and smokes. Red lips are another obvious feature of her mother by the way. Max is Amerian, a person does not work, living with some pets. Chocolate hotdogs are his favorite food in his life. The friendship begins from a question which is where babies come from. Mary just knows that Australian babies come from cups of beer, because Australian like beer. She just wants to know whether the American babies come from cans of cola, because American like cola. Unfortunately, she got another answer from Max, which is saying that babies come from eggs (pretty funny uh). And then Mary always has a lot of question in her letter to Max, which makes Max confused very much, even making Max cry, such as whether he knows what love is.Even Max never falls in love with anyone.Year after year, Mary graduated from University and she wrote a book about Max's mental disability, which makes Max angry to stop mail to Mary. Of course, near the ending, their friendships come back, therefore, Mary decided to go to America for meeting Max. In the ending, she knocked the door of Max' home, finding Max died (It is not a good ending by the way). But the good part of the ending is that Mary finally finds all the letters she sent to Max are on the roof. As Max said in the letter, Mary is his best friend and only friend in the world... PS. I cannot describe the movie well. PSS. It is really a good movie. PSSS. It is easy to understand what the movie is going on. PSSSS. This is from a true story. 2:24 am Melbourne March 23 日记(115)盘点
三月二十三日 阴
出国将近有半年了，这半年就像几个星期一样，原来时间可以过得这么快。还是那句话，我想念上海，我的家，父母和朋友。在这几个月里，我可以感受到身在异乡的压力，无论来源于交流或是经济，还是学习。可我永远都会选择斗争，我是Mars，我永远不会被任何挫折打垮。虽然我们只是小小的人类，我们却有着非凡的毅力，我们坚定地向前看，我们势不可挡地向前走。因为我们心中有个信念，那不是神，那是一种希望，一种看到未来的希望，即使慢慢走向灭亡，我们却不会停下脚步。
我很久很久都没有写文字了，那是因为我没有什么不快乐。我的生活进行的很好，很忙碌，很充实。只是学习不那么顺利，工作有那么一点累。最最重要的是，我离我的人生目标越来越远了，因为我晒的很黑！想必你们应该猜到我的人生目标了吧！我的人生目标就是一个字--帅!
 这次经历让我体验了独立的生活，我一直吵着嚷着要体验的生活。只是地点不同，室友不同，目的不同。一个人生活原来这么繁琐，在家的时候，父母为我们担当了多少事！现在发现原来真有做不完的家务，洗不完的衣服，洗不完的碗。呯呤乓啷，忙一下午，洗菜、切菜和炒菜，然后就那么几分钟，最多一小时，一下午的成果就结束了，接下来就是洗碗、刷锅。等全部弄完，一看时间，都该洗澡睡觉了。接下来就是上网时间，噼里啪啦一阵乱聊，一看时间，真该睡了。那睡前再来个小电影吧，看完电影才发现，原来明天要早起……Oh, shit!
开学后，生活变了，工作有了，学习进入轨道了，周末没法出去完了，做饭少了，唯一不少的就是音乐，我连睡觉都会开着播放器，放着我喜欢听的歌。现在我在重复听着周迅的《飘摇》，多好的一首歌啊，淡淡的忧伤，我钟意的风格。
回家之期指日可待，心里充满了喜悦，不瞒大家说，买完机票的那一刻，我简直像发神经一样，从心里笑到脸上，我真想喊：我要回家啦！我想满大街的跑，满大街的喊：I'll go home! I'll go home! 这里的人都是疯子，希望我没受影响。大家记住:Victorians are freaks.
 我给自己制订了一个不可能实现的计划，那就是--断网……多么不现实却又多么吸引人的计划。我买的很贵很厚的书还是十成新，我带来的书，即使是小说，也没有看过多少页。英语练的最多的是做作业和聊天，当然还有电影。雅思四个七，好多人都考不到。那是要多难！？我们的英语怎么可以这么烂！在这里有好多台湾人，同样是中国人，很多台湾人的英语却很好，当然他们把中国和台湾分开说，政治问题我就不谈了。从中我们可以看到的是什么？台湾的教育是不是更赋予运用性？人家写的是繁体字，说的是闽南语，英语也不赖。内地的我们方言虽然很多，普通话再流利，在这里就等着吃闭门羹，人家招工不是要粤语就是要英语，我们不会！额……有点发牢骚了。
总之，我要回来了，在第一学期结束后，墨尔本的冬天，上海的夏天。
飞机飞往上海，那个小资的城市，那个浦西最大的区，那条长长的熟悉的路，大桥下那栋白色的楼，小区里那道绿色的铁门，在那些台阶之上，那道门之后--温暖的家。
墨尔本 0：35
February 12 日记(114)请摘掉墨镜看世界
二月十二日 多云
墨尔本的人们喜欢戴着墨镜，喜欢每天傍晚跑步遛狗，喜欢坐在草地上晒太阳。的确这里的阳光很刺眼，有时空气太清新反而挡不住灼热的光。于是，在小年夜那天我买了一副墨镜，很合群的戴着出门。却突然发现，原来摘掉眼镜时，天是那么蓝，所有的颜色都更鲜明，才发现我确实不那么爱戴眼镜。
漫长的语言课程终于结束，面临的将是正式的课程，每一双眼睛都静悄悄地等待未来带来的视觉冲击，偶尔因为用力过度，一点点的泪水把酸痛带走。
人是那么的弱小，一架飞机就能把你带到十万八千里以外的地方，人类越是发明新科技，越是显得自己渺小，纵然你能操控那些机器，纵然你能利用自然力量，然后呢，然后连眼睁睁地的看着自然吞噬人类的能力也没有，那瞬息万变的事谁在记录着。我们所看到的只有灾难后的恐惧与令人心碎的废墟。
如果你想更仔细的看世界，请摘掉墨镜。
墨尔本 18：29
January 03 日记(113)悠闲的假期
一月三日 多云
一贯保持着我的假期风格，今天我睡到13:32分，醒来的原因和大多数人一样，直奔厕所。当时我在想，该死的尿，就不能让我多睡会儿么，肯定只有8点左右，因为对门紧紧地关着，没有一丝动静。一看表，决定打开电脑，看会儿电影，一改往常的是我躺在床上看。现在是16：00，我迅速的起床，刷牙洗脸，做早饭，我把起床后第一顿餐称为早餐。
现在我坐在电脑前，看着某人的博客，听着一首歌，歌里重复唱到“……命中注定要为你伤心……”我很喜欢这个人的文字，有那么几秒钟，我想变成他。一边吃早饭，一边阅读喜欢的文字是一种享受。我看着我心爱的音响，心爱的马克杯，突然有一种满足感，即使就那么一秒钟。如果我可以，我也想写出像那样的长长的文字。但我觉得我渐渐失去了文字能力。我写的东西越来越少，我在干什么？
这场赛跑很长，赌注很大。
墨尔本 16：52 November 26 日记（112）Special Birthday 25th.Nov Sunny Today is my birthday, which means, after tonight, I should be more mature than before. It is a special day, because I never thought I would have a birthday in Australia, and this is my first birthday in Melbourne.
Recalled the moment I arrived here, when I saw the Pizza Hut, I made a decision that I would eat pizza on my birthday. It came true because I had delicious dinner with my friend who is my first friend here, Greg. He was my housemate during my home stay time which almost made us crazy, because we felt that we were in the prison, not a family. We were not allowed doing too much things, such as watching TV and staying at home during weekend (It is really not a home.), even we were banned entering other’s room! What a terrible, horrible memory! Forget it! At present, we are still housemates, and we share house with anther friend, Billy, and other nice people which come from north of China.
Turn to my dinner, we went to a restaurant named Rossini Pizza – Pasta, and then we had a large size of pizza (Primavera), Pasta (Carbonara), Greek Salad and two cups of flat white. I like pizza!!! It is pity because I forgot taking some photos, so…
I miss my parents, miss my friends, miss my room, miss the air in China >_< etc.
Every time I am sad when the song is going, “another summer day has come and gone away in Paris or Rome…But I wanna go home…” I can not exactly explain the complicated feeling by English. But I know that there exists an emotion named Loneliness… Suddenly I want to come back home, the real home in China, and I want to meet my parents today. I almost thought I can not wait for next June.
I can not do anything except missing at the moment.
Let winds take my heart to Shanghai…
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